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Name: Jonathan
Location: Waco, Texas, United States
Birthday: 2/4/1991
Interests: Music, anime, video games, and other things.
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| Hate is what brings me down,
The lack of love shown makes me frown,
And when you cry I drown,
On your words that are so hard to swallow,
And everything you say isn't easy to follow,
And yes sitting in my lonesome chair,
I deceided that life wasn't fair,
Or the sin and the lust,
The world has to offer us,
So breathe it all in,
Let the demons inside win,
Your lonely kiss,
Is my falling star's wish,
And your kiss,
Is the only thing I miss,
In every ageing day,
Our smiles will portray,
The truth about our lives,
And in every single cut,
Astory is told by knives,
In every little scar,
You can tell we took it to far,
In every pill we bring in,
We will never cleanse our sins,
Laid out in the open,
Our hearts keep on hopen,
That today's our tomorrow,
But yesterday's our sorrow,
For we have been mistaken,
Lost, forgotten, and forsaken,
Locked and put away,
Never to see the light of day,
And all this pain we've shared,
Has been hard to bear,
And even at times seemed unfair,
But to the ends of the earth and back again,
I'll love you no matter where your've been,
Take a look in the mirror,
Can you see yourself any clearer,
Take a look at your heart,
When did all this evil start,
What is it you've become,
After all this has been said and done,
Did you lose the war in your head,
Is it time to lay on your death bed,
And now infront of god,
You'll have to recall all the lies you've said,
My hands have withered away,
In this institute of darkness,
Where there is no light of day,
Where your all alone,
Beds carved out of stone,
The only food is magits,
There to cure your hunger,
Cold nights of rain and thunder,
The only dreams are nightmares,
But no one is there to care,
No one but you in your cell,
And life is always unfair,
The words you'll hear,
Is the screaming in your head,
And the only images you can see,
Is the blood stains on your bed,
Rain drops coming in through the window seal,
Now I just realized how I feel,
On the darkest of nights,
You made everything seem so bright,
Looking to the sky's midnight season,
Knowing your the only one who's ever gave me a reason,
I looked to the moon so far,
Wondering how you are,
I can still recall your smell,
Drifting like flames in hell,
Such a sweet remedy on your skin,
Reminding me where I've been,
So sorry I can't do it again,
My sorrows and regrets I send,
But you will never leave me,
It's to bad you'll never believe me,
With a little bit of regret and sorrow,
I don't believe I'll see you tomorrow,
Breathing in and out,
You'll probly ask wha'ts this all about,
I'm not so sure about my answer,
Sometimes our own words can be our cancer,
Fadeing in and out of the crying,
I believe I'll be the one dying,
I pray to god that this will go away,
But in the end I can never stay,
Choices ruin everything,
Options kill the pain,
Thinking of the past,
It's ending finaly at last,
Leaving myself and the world behind,
Leaving this century and it's time,
Twisting and turning inside out,
Standing ready to shout,
Wandering through a forest of lies,
Pretending to see as if I had eyes,
But the truth is always there,
And the river that once flowed,
Is now going to be bare,
Show me whats weak and I'll make it strong,
Tell me whats right and I'll turn it wrong,
Give me the truth and I'll show you lies,
Present me whats living and I'll see to it dies,
My eyes never forget to wonder,
But they never remember to stay,
And the devil under my bed,
Is watching me from so far away,
Faking my reallity,
One looke at a time,
I know I've seen you before,
But now I'm blind,
Hidden behind closed doors,
So I can't see you any more,
And even when I sleep,
I still weep,
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